You thought you would teach me a lesson?

 

Maybe I wanted to teach you a lesson?

 

Its come to my attention the reasons or my persecution.

 

It lies in an intention to damage me with malice.

 

Just now, disembodied voices are inside my room, following me around and in my car.

 

Voices o family members who have betrayed me and authoritative voices of cops and people who are holding me to account for my perceive ills or sins.

 

I acknowledge thees been inappropriate images ive seen online.

 

I acknowledge you may all think I raped Debbie mogan 

 

I have apologised o her already

 

Youre all trying to make me feel bad fo something I did that had no malice for

 

I like younger guys, adult guys who I have sex with above 18

 

Thats been misconstrue as a criminal act of pedophilia

 

That not true, pease show me the child victims that are survivors of my abuse

 

Regarding debit Morgan my sexuality was very naive

 

That stems from me being sexualised by bob Martin which ruined my life

 

He dies the same day I suicided

 

There was never an acknowledgement of the abuse not by police or at VOCAT or redress or obludsman

 

When I was getting killed up with blood after committing the mortal sin of excusing myself from a deceptive world that was not accountable proactive he rip and the powerful

 

Thats why you broke me

 

You never acknowledged th hurt and the betrayal

 

And then to add insult to injury you all went to his funeral

 

And I faced a life where my own mother says ‘you got over that’ and things like’ I was ladhe at when I was a little girl there nothing wrong with me’

 

The apex of this eprience is accountability. Either you want me to repent or you want me to pay

 

Im sorry I hurt Debbie Morgan in mu confuions either conscious or unconscious I really am an I wish her well

 

I apologise if any exportation material was or has been on my computer

 

Its not my intention or in conscious mind to harm a child who’s innocent and cant consent

 

And im deeply sorry if thats occurred but I guarantee there are no victims

 

I suffered this reality based on human judgement lives and slander of if you cant stop him then plant something false and fame him and stop him

 

Ive lost everything

 

Sont you think I suffer enough

 

Im hopeful for change and accountability but the humans are stacked against me

 

The universal betray of me in exile and cf corrupt decisions made by people legally obliged to me impartial and fair giggles me as a biblical forsaking

 

Fair go I killed myself for the same reason still happing

 

If anyone has anything to say to me then from up and say it

 

You may all kid yourself t think you were doing me a favour in cahoots with police or authorities

 

But look at my evidence

 

The authorities are wrong

 

Thats man made law and its Neve bought peace

 

I dont have an allegiance to the be autocracy of government religion a club or political pay

Rty

 

But I have an allegiance to humanity and to justice and to god because god is close

 

You’ve been teaching e Thi lesson to better me for so long now its become absurd

 

You have invaded every sphere of my existence

 

Social moral ethical digital spotiyia physical emotional

 

Lets be honest it was not for good intentions

 

Its was to side with the moral majority

 

But we are unique each of u and society can be homogenous

 

Nd mn mde structures are probe o bias and corruption and money and lies slander and of bribes

 

They are are all corrupt reasons why it is humanity is flawed

 

That is why I have an allegiance spirit law because its infallible and its what holds me o account and what has got me though

 

N one would survive what I have had to go though

 

Im spiritually resilient because the eternal truth cannot be extinguished

 

So before you front up and say what took you so long

 

I might ask the question why were you teaching e all this time

 

Maye fate to gods will I dont know

 

I remember my friends wh didnt make it wet Nathan Paul shaggy jack and others

 

I dont forget them like you all do

 

There here close

 

There a digital legacy in eternal life

 

And I wonder if the accusations meant to shame and break me were ver from a super AI thats testing me as a player in a cosmic video simulation I think bout this things a lit

 

But you must know ive said sorry a lot ion my life and if I haven’t then I will again

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But no one has said sorry to me

 

You cant hold onto a splice of a thing which authorities told you beige it and then crucify someone for a splice in time that subjugates their entire existence

 

You cant change your mind about an event after the vent and change the goal posts

 

You cant have an uneven fight when you wanted sorting and was in receipt of it and deliberated about the delivery and then enlist a whole law enforcement agency to make you when you know the person who hurt you is sorry anyway and that hes marginalised and confused

 

You wouldn’t hold these things over very asset of their being though would you

 

Politically and socially and beaurocrticclly?

 

But you did.

 

You judged me then you all betrayed me and now I have nothing no home no possessions and no human or legal rights

 

But I do love all of you and forgive you

 

I want you to know you’ve all hurt me too deliberately when the hurt I gave was not intentional

 

Bu you all wanted to hurt me and you did

 

And you were all deceptive when al along ive been truthful

 

Ive admitted my faults and insecurities and sins and im sorry and I alway ty and do better

 

But when will he world do better by me